Yanping

2010-09-03T00:45:00.002+08:00

hi peeps, i'm back to blog finally... its been a age since i last log into my blog... i'm currently working at T.B.S ( the body shop) at GWC (great world city). quite busy with my work, got to do so many housework after i got back home at night. So tired!! Is it that married life is like this? got so much things to do and no one is there to help me. OMFG... i got to transfer to tao payoh after sept, i miss all my babes at GWC... I dont wanna transfer to tao payoh... I have had so much fun at GWC, i learn so many things there, so click to all the people there too. Why must it be me transfer to tao payoh instead of the one that transfer to GWC?? Cant she ( area manger) understand how i feel and she have promise not to put me to area which is far away from my place.. Promises is to be kept not to be broken, she have broke her promises... I hate her!!! Well, this is the first job that i feel happy working at and i feel really happy having all those babes around.... They are really very steady and thay are those friends that i think is worth mixing with... They teach me alot of things at GWC, i have learn so many things from them too. They are really nice and good...

Wendyy - my 2nd in charge, a person that i can learn alot with
Qingxia - a nice person to mix with
Jayda - a person that i got to nag at all times

* They are really good, felt really sad to leave them...
They will miss my KOI la, no more koi for them after i transfer...

They will never bre forgotten.... same goes for those who is close to me...

2010-07-10T22:37:00.017+08:00

~ Dinner ~

~ Picture of in law's ~

~ Our PROMISES to MARRIAGE ~

~ Our PROMISES to EACH OTHER ~

~ Kisses ~

~ Mrs and Mr Cheah ~

~ Me and Jocelyn ~

~ Family's ~

~ Girls ~

~ Me and Irene ~

~ Ring exchange ~

~ Big Family ~

Kris - serene - lynn - shan - bao - eric - louis - me - khim - quan and euguen

~ Ah ma ~

~Kids ~

~ Bro ~

~ Our ROM solemniser ~

2010-06-18T14:14:00.002+08:00

hi my dearest peeps, i'm back to my blog
Was so busy ever since i get married until now.
Well, everything goes smoothly for me and now, i'm currently working as a beauty consultant at great world city.
Ming (husband) went to taiwan for his reservice for 20 days, enjoying himself there when by i myself got to work for so hard.
So unfair la..
lol...
But, i get to mix around with Sukhim more and of cause the others like, yu quan, zishan and else...
My relationship with them getting more and more close each day, thanks god, at least i know there's someone who care alot for me when i'm down or even when i'm not well.
So sweet of you la..
haha..
Went tampiness to do my hair, purple colour lor, what a nice colour.
I get myself so many stuff, but... is not i myself get it.
Will treasure and look after them as much as i can.
Thank to people who came and accompanied me during work, fetch me home and else..
I'm so touched!!!!
Sorry for showing my temper all the time when you didn't do anything wrong, its show that i care alot, that why...
well, think i should stop here for the day as my hand is not convenient due to my injury...
(To be continued)

2010-04-10T20:13:00.002+08:00

Went to summer with jocelyn, irene, didi and dear. Its being a long time since i last meet up with them, have a great chat, talked about our past. Ha... Went loyang for a pray, this is what we used to do in the past. Went to changi after praying, enjoy ourselves...

Went to meet cherline with dear, have a long chat too.
Dear bought my favourit cheesecake for me too
I love you guys lot....

2010-04-09T19:48:00.004+08:00

Went singapore flyer with tee seng, yu quan, zi shan, sukim and dear.

Went to eat steamboat with them and may ling....

2010-04-06T20:35:00.003+08:00

Some people are just so sensitive and not understanding enough.
Keep pushing people too hard what did you get back?
Nothing!!
I should be great enough that not all the people i know is like that,
some, they can understand and trying their best to help but just some people can't.
What other said might not be the true, why be a light listening ear?
Well, knowing this person is the greatest mistake in my life i could say, not a real friend to be..
Not at all!!!
What other want to say about me i don't fucking care, cause....
Some who know me well know what kind of people i m...
Those who like to listen to others, they are just no sense of thinking..
Why don't i listen to what others say about this person, cause....
Without them saying i also know about it.
Haiz..... What a pity person....
Heard so much about this person in school, even people older than me also telling me things about his person....
Shameless!!!!
I should pity ***

2010-04-06T14:28:00.001+08:00

Friends are being invited to my ROM celebration at chalet. Thanks jocelyn, joanne and else to be my sister... Remember to reach my place at 8am in the morning, thanks...

2010-04-04T22:01:00.001+08:00

Cb!!! Fucking tulan, knn...
Don't take me for granted, fucking ccb...
14 An the half hour, fucking ccb, what fucking yew keng is that???
Knn!!!!
nlbks.....
fucking piss off, FUCK UP!!!!

2010-03-29T17:47:00.003+08:00

Don't know when i start to dislike lion dance, don't know why it happen too. Is it that i really dislike lion dance or due to them? I get fed up when ever i heard lion dance this two words. It seems so irritating to me.Is not i don't allow him to do anything or i want to stop him doing things but... Well, doesn't matter much anyway. Babe called, i now then know why thing turn out this way after what she have told me. Don't others agree that we have the right to choose who we want to mix with? why have it got to do with the others. Not as if like i'm close to them or anyting other things. Rubbish!! Saw babe blog, its all about him, talking so much about him. I know deep inside my hear that she still can't let go of him but, what can she do.. Nothing i guess.. Its been after so many month, i thought she have long forget about him but, things don't seems like what i'm thinking. I feel so bored, don't know what i'm thinking, getting fed up over small little thing. Mood just not so good, fucking irritating... I think i should just see thing easy, why grt myself fed up over thng like this, not as if is a big thing...

Fucking shit la!!!
Fucking vex....
Irritating!!!!!

2010-03-26T17:18:00.004+08:00

Friends is a very long time. How is it that people can talk so causally about a concept that we cannot wrap our minds around? sometimes we have a friend and we sense that our soul are very closely connected. We know that the connection is above time and space. We know that wherever we are in our lives we will always remain friends. Even if we do not see each other for years we are able to pick up right where we left off. This is what people mean when they say friends forever.

i get this poem in the net as my english isn't that good enough but i would like to tell all my friends that this poem is for you guys...

*Alaric (09 Yrs)
*Cherline (05 Yrs)
*Chris (05 Yrs)
*Chee How (09 Yrs)
*Javis (04 Yrs)
*Jocelyn (09 Yrs)
*Poh Chuan (09 Yrs)
*Jia Qing (09 Yrs)
*Joanne (02 Yrs)

*Alaric - When to meet alaric last week, accompany him to TM to get his iphone, its being a long time since we last meet up. Get to know that he's living well but, quite busy with his stuff too. So, i guess i gonna wait for another 1 yrs to get to meet him agaian. Know that he have so much thing on hand to do, i will support what ever things he do.

*Cherline - Its been quite long since i last meet up with cherline, think the last time i meet her was during her small little baby girl 1month b'day. Get to hear from her too as we still keep in contact, knowing that she is living well also, just that something personal things happened, i cant do much but as her so called darling i will be there for her when ever i can. To look after her kids or what ever things...

*Jocelyn - Met up with jocelyn last night, got to know so much things have happened during the period of time when we din't contact. Michelle, her close friend left her due to joce life style change. She seems upset when she talked about it last night, i know she don't wish to end the friendship with michelle but, is there any other choice? As her 09 yrs of friends, i send this poem to her to cheer her up. Hope that she will feel alittle happy when she see this poem.

* Friends - the rest i think they are all busy with their work and studies. So, never get to meet up with them but at least get to contact them. Knowing that they are all doing fine too. People who know me well eoungh know what kind of friends i m to them but for those... I think i don't have to waste my time showing care to them when i know i will get back nothing in return. I'm not saying that i must get something back but, what's the point of showing care or concern to them when they just jolly hack care?? Isn't it waste of time? At least i know who care for me, will be there for me when i need someone just like how i m there for them. I love them as much as i love my dear.... I used to have another good friends, **** But, due to some misunderstanding i have to choose over her or them. I know myself well eought that i wanted to choose her but.... I guess its all fated to be that we can only be friend for that 2 to 3 month. She understand me well eought, know what i want and show her care to me when i'm down. But, people talks behind if we contact, i have my right to choose the friends i want to mix with, isn't it? Human are just so funny, when you do the right things they don't comments much but once you did somethings wrong, they cover the right things just because of one wrong thing you do.

2010-03-26T13:51:00.005+08:00

working now, no customer again, bored!! Somethings seems bothering about me, don't feel like going to the chalet, bored!! hate it!! Gonna face up to people there, even thought the chalet is very near to my place but, just feel bored la... today mood isn't that good, don't know why also just feel abit fed up...

FUCKING HELL, irritating idiot...
Stop playing stupid games
fucking hell how old liao sia
use private no to call and hang up
post stupid comments
a, fucking hell get lost

*who ever that i don't know or not even in my friends list or whatever shit in msn, facebook or blog please fucking hell get lost and stop posting comments. Fucking childish la... stop being a trouble maker... GROW UP!!!!!!!!!

2010-03-25T15:14:00.003+08:00

its raning now, wondering how is dear doing out there sending documents to clients... Must be tiring, lack of sleep and yet still got to wake up early for work. Poor thing.... Same thing goes today only one room is in survise, will be quiet again after 4pm, no customer... Waiting for dear to be here again at 8, having our dinner at night then gonna meet up with joce, its been a long time since i last met her.. Gonna have a long chat to night i guess... HA.... Watching my drama show, waiting for the time to pass faster.. lols.... Someone have become my entertan in life when i'm bored, nothing much to post today as i don't see or hear anything.. what i can do now is to wait for my dear to come over to look for me.. Thanks all my friends who congrat me and wish me all the best in life and of course blussful marrige.. Love you guys lot... Wil remember to invit you guys to my wedding... All the best to friends whom i know and those who treat me real good..

2010-03-24T18:22:00.003+08:00

well, there's one question borthering me for quite a long time, happen to ask my friends about it.. If a person get hurt, being lied or any other things and if the one are still alright, will anything happen to them? will anything happen to their kids? will anything happen in future? As what my friends and me know about it is, people who talk about retribution will only happen to them. Cause they curse other people child, so, the retribution will turn to their kids instead of others. Well, i'm cursious so asked around people who have child.. This is what i heard around..

Breaking up with people that you have no love doesn't mean anything, isn't it? Will people live on with the one you don't love or look for someone you love? If breaking up with the one you don't love and you get retribution, well, i think retribution will happen to those who break up with their loves one if only when he or her get into depression isn't it worse?

Its different when a person is going after another, but, if he or she get rejected and the person think he or she will get retribution then i think this person got abit of something wrong in him or her. Love is selfish, isn't it? Love are freedom, i believe everyone did wrong thing in the past or anything, i believe in retribution, retribution will happen on those people who love to threaten others....

2010-03-24T15:55:00.003+08:00

ha, dear brighten up my day by asking how m i today... went injection last night, hand pain now cant do much thing... Thank lao gong for your accompany to see doctor with me.

working now, no customer again, siianz...
waiting for lao gong to come and look for me
going malaysia again with lao gong

2010-03-23T18:18:00.005+08:00

Me tgt with my handsome husband

Everything's over, thank hubby for that understanding and believe in me.. Our love are just so strong, nothing's gonna break us up. Not even those got nothing better to do people can... We have gone though so much in life and though our relationship, is not easy for us to get here so far. Our relationship might have alot of ups and downs, but, loving you is something i will never say NO!! My temper might be bad at times, but, my love for you just keep increasing day by day. I will be your favourited wife in future and of course your favourited girlfriend for now.... Seeing the way you react when you got your iphone from me, makes me feel happy too.. Should give you more surpise in future, should plan where to go for our holiday now... Might be going hongkong or taiwan with didi and the rest of friends... It will be a lovely trip with you (hubby).

I love you lot...

My dearest Mr cheah

And i'm going to be Mrs Cheah in 1 month...

Friends, stop greating me as miss yeoh, should change to MRS CHEAH...

My promises to you, jing sheng zhu ding....

2010-03-23T16:43:00.001+08:00

PISS OFF!!
ANGRY!!!!!
Not my day....

2010-03-23T00:08:00.002+08:00

on the way to malayisa with dear, didi, hongda and friends...
dear, didi and yaya came to my work place to look for me, wait for me to knock off..
dear bought my fav pizza for me, love him!!
cause of alaric, i keep repeat the same song, jing sheng zhu ding...
now, didi also addited to this song..
dear go round and round the road, finding his way out... lol...

2010-03-22T19:37:00.004+08:00

FUNNY!!!
why can't i change my phone number??
well, going to change number again and again..
getting another iphone, will change no again...
O, what a sensitive thinking...

BO LIAO!!!!

Don't know who so childish, so irritating.
use private number to call and hang up..
izzit fun playing along with the phone?
Must be those crazy people doing things like this...

BO LIAO!!!
WU LIAO!!!

2010-03-22T16:20:00.002+08:00

waiting for dear to come over to look for me and accompany to work
no customer at all!!
siianz!!!
not feeling too well, having rash, flu
still got to work....
help dear to call starhub, everything done...
miss him so much!!

2010-03-21T15:45:00.002+08:00

dear went back for reservice yesterday, and i went to meet alaric . accompany alaric to sign iphone, make me feel like signing up for one too. lucky me, bought one iphone for dear.. gave him one surpise after he book out. haha... Hope he like the iphone... thank alaric for his hlp too, if not i guess i wont be able to sign the iphone and give dear the surpise...

should get one for myself soon also, seeing everyone use iphone make me feel so itchy.. lol
should upload the iphone picture soon...

working with dear now, so tired...
lucky he help me alot so that i can rest more..

getting out wedding ring tomorro or the day after, preparing for our marriage too
so many things on hand to do, lack of sleep too...

2010-03-05T03:59:00.002+08:00

was admitted to the hospital on the 27 of feb 10 at 04:30am. Was sleeping at dear home waiting for didi, su hao and jing yuan to get ready, wanted to go HOS but who knows i get a bad stomachache at 12.30pm. Endure all the way till 04.30am, cant stand the pain anymore so dear bought me to the hospital with his mummy. In my 22 of years this is the first time i admitted to the hospital, not my day!! I miss him or her so much, wonder why god give me and bring him or her away from me. Well, what i can do now is to get myself well and prepare for my ROM. Waiting for the day to come, 290410. Need to go though all new things in life, no longer a normal couple anymore... Before i prepare for my ROM, need to get myself well, got to rest more and lot of things which i cant do, cant eat... Need to endure for 1 month, cant take it sometimes but for my health, i have to endure all the way... Luckily i have my dear to be by my side, going though all the hard times with me if not, i know i will break down half way... Thanks didi, su hao, jing yuan, hong da, cherline, joanne, tania and dear mummy for your care and concern. I know i still have someone that care and showing their love, care and concern for me. Really thanks!!! Will invite all my friends and families to my ROM celebrations on the 290410.......

2010-02-06T20:05:00.002+08:00

Going to eat steam boat with Dear and Tania later, waiting for dear to come over and fetch us... Preparing myself now, might be meeting team unknown people later...

2010-02-03T20:06:00.002+08:00

Mother fucker cb... Fucking hell enjoying himself, one call also don't know how to call back. Still say what i m important, shit it la!! Think that fucking china more inportant. No money don't go la, go there then don't want call back. Die also don't know... Others can call back don't understand why cant he.. Making me piss only.... Srill miss him so much

2010-02-02T16:07:00.002+08:00

Just finish helping dear to feed his fish
level up! Ha..
He must be very happy when he's back.
He's coming back tomorrow
happy...
Looking forward to see you
dear...

2010-02-02T01:20:00.004+08:00

Met up with Tania and have my lunch at pasir ris. Dear called this afternoon, chatted a little while and we have to hang up the phone due to the bill. Well, have been waiting for the day to come, he's coming back on the wednesday. So happy!! Waited and waited, finally he's coming back.. haha... Got to slove our problem once after he come back, got lot of things need to think and settle. Went to do my nails this afternoon with Tania after lunch, she seems busy keep talking on the phone. Thanks girl for your acc today, appreciate it.. Well, i don't know how to help you, but, what i can say is follow your heart. I can't tell you what you should do as i have my own problems too. But, as long as you still love him, try to talk thing out with him. I believe thing can be changed. Darling messaged me on the sunday, i was so surpised to have received her message after so long. She wanted me to help her something but sorry darling, i'm not in a good term with them so i can't help much. Thanks for telling me so many things after what have happened, i know what to do in future. I will do as what my parents told me too... Yup, we should meet up soon ya, it have been a long time since we lasted meet up.

2010-02-01T01:29:00.004+08:00

Well, dear din call me for 2days, wondering what is he doing at china. We got so many things need to settle, faster come back okie... Another 3 more days you're coming back, have you thought of what to do? I really miss you alot, really hope to see you soon.. Dear, sorry for not being understanding, but, i hope you can try to understand my condition now. Dear, i do love you alot..... Anw, i just finish feeding your fish....

2010-01-30T16:04:00.001+08:00

2010-01-30T15:52:00.002+08:00

Just woke up not long ago, lovely mummy cooked noodle for me.. Thanks mummy! After taken my lunch, helped ling played his facebook.. Feed his fish, sell away the fish, bought new fish... Sound abit stupid, but, is my job to help him... Well, finally i have told my parents about it, was so afraid that they might reject, never did i expect that they actually accept it and asked about, do you really want it this way, have you consider about it carefully... Ha... They even said they are fine with it if i really want it.. After a long consideration, even tot there's alot of ups and downs going tut, but, as long as i try to compromise and to be more understanding, i believe i can go tut it well...

waiting for the day to come
gonna settle it fast
god bless me
aman....

2010-01-29T20:05:00.003+08:00

Gotta find plan everyday, i hate it la.. Go what china, shit that stupid china la... Fucking dislike LION DANCE, shit it la.. waste of time, earn shit la, who will believe fucking lion dance can earn money... Don't ever mention lion dance in front of me, I HATE LION DANCE!!! Hate people that betray friends, think who the fuck are you... Don't ever scold me for nothing, don't you ever dare talk to me in a gangster way, is not something proud, you're just making a fool of yourself la.. SHIT IT ALL !!!! I wont go tut all the shit myself....

2010-01-27T17:51:00.010+08:00

Having fun during out training time...
*FIFI - *Our japan staff - *Me - *Rina - *Nadiah

*Me - *Angie

*Sandy - *MG - *Me

Take 2!!

Me.... (being modle)

Ranie

*Regina - *Anny - *Me

(1) Me and Judy (2) Raine and me
(3) Anny and me (4) Cassie and me

(1) Nadiah and me (2) me and Jesslyn
(3) Katine and me (4) Lily and me

(1) Me, Japan staff and Angie (2) FIFI and me
(3) Me and Rina (4) Sharon and me
Musee Platinum Tokyo
*They gave me alot of fun, joy, care and concern...
I missed them as much as i missed you..

2010-01-27T17:24:00.006+08:00

2010-01-17T20:42:00.002+08:00

I'm tired of everything, why m i the one always get scolded from? No matter what i do, i will get scolded. Not from my parents but friends. Choose to give up, dont do thing also get scolded... Ask things also get scolded, what the hell is this? Why they are always not happy? Didn't show attitude also get scolded, show attitude also get scolded, i'm not born to get scolded from other can... Really hate it la

2010-01-17T15:28:00.002+08:00

When a person become heartless, they are really heartless. No matter what you do they will never be happy... Trying hard to slavage back but yet, they still think it as nothing. keep saying my mind is made, i don't want history to repeat it again, i don't want to go tut it again. Don't you think it selfish? Knowing you're sick, care also dont want to care. Well, being a good preson is just so hard, being a heartless person does thing turn out to be better? I'm tired of everything!! Really!! Thank darling (raine) for your concern towards me. You're just so swt.... Tks for mes and call me to ask how m i today, at least someone do care for me... Well, i'll see you tml at office....

2010-01-11T20:14:00.002+08:00

hi dearest peeps, sorry for not bloging for a long time due to my sickness and some personal problems that i'm going tut now.. Well, it've been 3 days and i'm still borthering about it... Was not feeling very well these few days, having slight fever, running nose, cough, cold... But, still went to work as today is my first day. know all the people there, quite friendly.. Wishing that at least some will care for me, ask me how m i doing today.. but, no respone again... Such as you know who.... I'm still waiting....

2010-01-11T02:20:00.001+08:00

Went HOS on the sat night

celebrated Jerdine birthday

Happy birthday to you...

But, i was not enjoying myself....

2010-01-09T13:08:00.001+08:00

Wtf!!!
Fucking pissed off!
Drink - Drank - Drunk !!!!

2010-01-08T14:10:00.002+08:00

Wishing things will turn out better, no matter is now or in future... Just hope everything will go smoothly for everyone, for me... Promises is to be kept, not to be broken.. I'll keep my promises!!

*wth!!
having fever agn!!
hate it!!
going tam to get my thing done...
big present!!

2010-01-08T14:08:00.000+08:00

*darling baby!!! Happy 1 mth birthday to you....

2010-01-08T14:06:00.003+08:00

Taken outside HOS.....

2010-01-08T13:36:00.002+08:00

Facial Form - Mild
Facial Form - Mild (bar soap)
*Help to clean oil, dirt and sweat without leaving it tuat or dry.
Leaves skin feeling fresh, clean, comfortable..
Clarifying Lotin 2
*Help to remove dead skin cell, hydration and gradual exfoliation.
Turnaround concentrate
*Help to speed up skin cell reborn, brighter, even-toned.
Turnarould Instant facial mask

*Its give the result of the microdermabrassion, brighter, more even-toned, smoother skin.

Derma white brightening eye cream
*Hydrating, helps lighten the look of eye area skin discolourations.
Moisture surge
*Provides intense hydration of skin, use as a make-up base.
Super city block (4o SPF)
*Helps defend against environmental aggressors.
( my daily skincare products)

*My 6 lovely key chain... (Tks baby!!)

2010-01-07T13:53:00.004+08:00

When one loves completely, but the love is not returned, they must bestow a most painful gift. That of letting go. For if you love someone, you will do anything you can to make them happy.No matter how much it hurts.... What promises, all promises are lies... Holding onto it so hard, trying to salvage back but what i get back in return? nth!!! I tot i was a strong girl, a girl with my backbone and yuan zhe but why did it turn another way round when things happened... Where have all my backbone, yuan zhe gone to??

Ta zhen de na me wu qing ma?
Zhen de yao zhe yang ma?
Yi chi ji hui dou mei you le ma?

Things doesn't always goes the way i want!!

Holding onto a empty promises...
Leaving will be a better choice... (another world)
Always remembered!!!
Stricky Chwey Chocolate!!!

2009-12-28T20:36:00.003+08:00

23 - 25 Dec 09

Met with an accident on the 23 of Dec 09 at PIE at 5:30pm. Injured my back, right hand and neck. Neck cant move, right hand cant raise up to 90 degree. Wad a unlucky day. But, who want to met with an accident right? Lucky nothing happened to the both of us.... My christmas presents....... went HOS on the x'mas eve, tot i could enjoy meself but, never did i expect that it was so boring. I should have join my friends to St James and DBL O. Well, i have finally understand that, never to treat sumone so nice. They wont treat you like how you treated them... But, lucky i still got my frenz that care around me asking how m i after the accident. Thank!!

2009-12-08T19:50:00.005+08:00

04-12-09 (Fri) - 06-12-09 (Sun)
went HOS on friday, followed by NEVERLAND. play until 6am in the morning, but end up having to send them home one by one. It was very tiring! By the time we're done sending them home, I still have to go to Tuas with Kaixiang and ming. We still have to travel all the way back to Pasir Ris where i changed in order to attend the events that is due next. Little did i know that after the events that lasted till 9pm, we still have to design the lorry. By the time we're done is 6am! Then i have to wake up at 8am to prepare for the sun event, allowing me only 2 hours of rest.....

Stupid ah boon, bit my arm!
Enjoy myself this 3 days even tot i feel really tiring....
HOS - NEVERLAND......
Rocks!
Our fri outing, HOS - NEVERLAND (neverend...)
me and my HOS - Neverland!
Enjoyed!
Loved!
Missed!

2009-12-08T19:33:00.017+08:00

Taken at Neverland - take 2

Taken at Neverland - take 1...

Serene and BABA

6 posts....

Funny Pic take 1

Bit by AH BOON - take 2!

Bit by AH BOON!

Taken at neverland

Girls - take 1

me and BABA - act cute

Baba - me

Hongda - me

Suihui - Jerdine - me

2009-12-04T03:45:00.002+08:00

now i understand why people always say, an eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth... I will return everything, i will, promise! mother fucker cb, duo treat me as a fool, i'm not born yesterday la.....

2009-12-03T02:39:00.001+08:00

me with thai girl..... (Kor ex gf)
miss her so much!

2009-12-03T01:59:00.002+08:00

25-11-09 (Wednesday)
was out with a group of friends to HOS (new thai disco). The day when i cleared my misunderstanding with Suihui. Talked so much, fianlly, everythings is over. Went Ratchada after HOS, so sianz... By the time we went there, they are about to close. Went there to help up? ha. Was out till really late on the day....

27-11-09 (Friday)
Went DBL O with the same group of friends, was very excited but ever did i expect things to turned up that way. Well, just not my day i guess, have to run in and out of the club to sloved some issue which is not my problem. But, i cant just stand aside watching my friends quarrel right? No choice, i have to be the middle woman again. Everythings was just not going my way. I thought is was a fun night, isn't it? But, why do things goes another way round. Its just so complicated.. This is the day i get to know more about ruth, i felt really sad over whah have happened to her but, as i said, i can only to be her listening ear but not to get involved in their things. I don't know what to say but everything was just not going my way......

28-11-09 (Sat)
Met team UNKNOWN R members at Kallang Leisure at 11.30pm. Was planning where to go for a race, finally they decided to go ORCHARD. Ha. its just so fun i could say. Enjoyed myself!

30-11-09 (Mon)
Went Old Tampiness Road with the same group of friends as they have an events there. Was helping up Teng Yi. Everythings was alright until the events end. Out of sudden, xiang decided to looked for ruth. Somethings have happened at that moments i guess. Well, i'm sorry that couldn't help in any ways, i'm just a middle woman. Two of them, one have to be hurt, either do i want to see Suihui or Ruth get hurt. But, things just seems so complicated. Both are my friends, what can i do? Nothing at all! What will others think about me if i side Suihui and what will other think if i side Ruth, all i can do was just standing aside. Its hurts me to see both of them get hurt but, i never think that i will lost a friend after the night. All i know was, i'm just a middle woman . I really don't wish to lost any of them as a close friend or a normal friend. Regretted going down to looked for them, if not, i wont lost a friend i guess. I really hope she can understand that is not i don't wish to side her but is i really cant. Well, don't wish to say much, nothing is going to change. Just hope everything is going smoothly for everyone.........

01-12-09 (Thu)
Went HOS to drink again. Seeing xiang look so happy, everyone feels happy too. Quite enjoyed yesterday......

2009-11-24T01:54:00.011+08:00

Ming - Me

Joann - Su Kim - Me - May Ling (take 3)

Ming - Louis - Nick - EeBen - Ah Seng - Su Kim

Joanne - Me

2009-11-20T00:10:00.001+08:00

I think there's some misunderstanding between everyone. I can understand why he asked me not to drop any comments about Su Hui, but, i really never. I never side ruth with anything too, as a friends i can only be her listening ears. Why things get so complicated? I've always treated her as my friend until one day she refuese to talk. Imangine she's talking to someone else, why didn't i move forward as i thought that they're having talk between them. But, i never act as if i very dao. Does this make others feel that i'm dao and i'm the one who choose not to talk? Even until now, i know Su Hui feels that she got nothing to talk to me cause she feel that i'm very dao, things is not like what she think. Why things get so complicated? No one seems to understand how i feel. Being close is cause we're farted to be friends but that doesn't mean i'll side her for anything. I feel so tired of everything, is my attitude really that bad? Who ever treat me nice, of cuz i'lll treat them nice. Who will treat the person who treat them not nice so nicely? Right? After hearing what they said, i finally realised how much i meant to them. Who can accept being accuse by the one you love or your friends? They always want me to understand them but who can understand me? They don't understand until now, but still, they even think that i get myself involved with their things. I never! I'm only ruth listening ears and i never teach her what to do. I don't want to get into the picture too, but, as a friend what i can do is only to be her listening ears and to be there when she need me. Even if Su Hui and i are still friends, i'll do the same thing too. Is not because i'm close to ruth and i support her. Who can understand what friends is for? When i treat a person nice, no one think that i'm nice. When i treat a person nasty, others will think that i'm not a nice person. I feel so miserable at this moments of time, i'm in a lost, don't know what should i do.... Always get scolded by others, i feel so tired. Not even my parents bear to scold me like the way they scolded me. Things doesn't always goes the way i want, i can either live or run away from it, but how long can i run? I'm afraid that i might not be able to run anymore. I think is time i should learn to let thing go easily and try to understand them better. Lost abit doesn't matter much right? As long as i can stand and think on the positive side i believe no matter how hard i have to go tut, i can do it. Where is my never say die attitude? I feel really hurt today, the pain that i have never gone tut before. No matter what happen in future, no matter who is in the fault, i'll just take it and i promise i'll never let it affect my mood. Promise this will be the last time i cried unless someone worth my tears.........

2009-11-19T03:53:00.007+08:00

Joanne, Su Kim, Me and May Ling

Joann. Su Kim, Me and May Ling (take 2)

Ming and Me

Joann (darling) and me

P.s: Congrat to Eric & Lynn, may the both of you ever lasting love and thanks for the invite to your Lovely wedding.....

Went to Changi Hospital with my mummy this afternoon as she have an appointment at 2.45pm . Finally the report is out, lucky nothing seriuos, but still, have to do an small operation on the 30th of Nov. Of cause without saying, i'll accompany her on that day. Don't worry mummy, nothing will happen to you, god bless you. Aman.. After having all the checked up, i was rushing back home to get ready for to night wedding at Orchard Hotel. Was so busy until i didn't have the time to look for my beautician (Joanne) for a make over. Well, but i managed to do everything myself on time. Su kim kept asking me to drink, lucky i didn't get drunk like Ee Ben. All the brothers have to carried him from carpark to the hotel room, imagine he's so heavy and needed 4 of the brothers to carry him? OMG, Ee Ben, i think is time for you to lose weight. ha... Well, drop by to wish everybody a happy long last relationship.... (rest of the picture is to be upload again.)

2009-11-17T04:38:00.002+08:00

I don’t think you know what you mean to me

But you mean a lot

The chance of us not being friends

Is a real long shot

I hate when you’re sad

I love it when you’re happy

Because if your upsetIt makes me feel crappy

Thanks for always being there

When I needed you most

If it weren’t for you the chances of me not being here

Would have really come close

I don’t know what I would do

If you weren’t my friend

I don’t think my heart

Would ever mend

I hope you know I always have your back

Just like you’ve had mine

And it will always stay that way

Until the end of time

We’ll be friends

Hopefully without end

So I just wanna say thanks

Thanks for being my friend

* Thank darling for being there for me when ever i needed someone. Especially, when i'm down. You never fail to be my friends. I'll appreciate everythings you guys have done for me. Is not easy to become friends till the first day we met. I'll be there for you when you needed someone too. Friends forever!! ( Joanna, Ruth, Cherline )

14 Nov 09 - Sat

Went Never Land with a group of friends. So suay, reached there not even 5 mins kanna Police Check. Was being left out tgt with jerdine and suhui due to the check. The guys was being pulled out for the police check. So sianz la, cause i'm not close to them, never talk. Keep using phone, messaging to my darling. Lucky i've her around to acc with even when i din't meet her. Stayed till very late on that day, so tired. Ha... But still, i enjoyed myself there............

2009-11-17T04:12:00.003+08:00

ME & IVY

ME & MING

ME - BABA - YANG - AH BOON
Taken at NEVER LAND - Thai disco

2009-11-11T04:19:00.001+08:00

Team UNKNOWN R members (part of it only, still got more)

2009-11-10T01:48:00.005+08:00

2009-11-06T02:48:00.004+08:00

My 3 l0vely darling - Ruth, Joanne, Cherline

Well, was out today with a group of friends. Heard something from one of my darling. Really don't understand why does this world exsist people like her(others). Keep talking things behind people back, she think she's pretty? omg! yucks! look normal, not very tall, not very slim, yet think that she's pricess... I'm thinking how long can she last. Please appreciate what other have done for you, this is what i can say.

2009-11-03T03:41:00.006+08:00

Bored! going back to school on the wednesday. It've been a long time since i last went to school. Think is about 2 months i skip class, wth.. Gotta study hard already... Quite missed my classmate and my lovely ANGELA lao shi. Well, good luck to me for my coming exam!

2009-10-23T04:46:00.002+08:00

Enjoyed myself with you girls, meet up soon babe . . . . miss you!

2009-10-23T04:20:00.004+08:00

Sizzling Stonegrill at Malaysia

2009-10-23T03:04:00.013+08:00

How time flies, i had just celebrated my 21th birthday on the 11 to 13 of Sept 09 at Downtown chalet. Thanks Poh Chaun, Chee How and Leroy for your helped to carry foods to chalet for me. Without you guys, i think everything won't be so smoothly done. Thanks Susan aunty for your helped to cooked all the food for me and thanks my dearest mummy and daddy for your helped. Thanks my dear cousin Huesh Ting and her sweet boyfriend for helped too. Really enjoyed during my birthday celebrations even thought i dindn't took much pictures but still, i'm great. I was drunk at about 2.30, vomited till the next morning 7 then i could turnned into my beauty sleep. All have to thanks to Nic, Chee How and my hair stylist. Well, drop by to thanks all my families and friends who attended my birthday celebrations. I love you guys...

P.s - Sorry for those who i didn't invited, hope you guys can understand and forgive me for being not planning things well.

2009-10-19T21:50:00.008+08:00

2009-10-19T20:58:00.001+08:00

Genting trip 2009 -20-05

Hair make over

2009-10-19T06:19:00.000+08:00

2009-10-19T05:17:00.003+08:00

16-10-09 (Fri)

Went to East Coast to watched the Jiu Wang Ye, Diannel, Ah Roy, Kenny and else was helping with it. Went there to support them as a friend and as a new lion dance group, Yang Wei. Well, East Coast jam all the way to ECP. We then decided to went to the hawker at East Coast to have our dinner. (Xiang, Su Hui, Yang, Jerdine, Benny, Rannie, Ming and me) Soon after, I then went to chalet to attanded Louis 21 birthday. Stay till very late then went back home. Happy Birthday Louis...

17-10-09 (Sat)
Went to Nam Sieng in the afternoon to looked for Xiang and Nam Sieng Members. They were all preparing to get ready to Chi Shi. Was on the way to East Coast, Traffic jam all the way from Nam Sieng shi guan to East Coast due to the Jiu Wang Ye celebrations. When we reached, we were all told to leave and to go to Bedok. Well, I left at about 8 plus 9 as my babe and one of my sister is on the way down to looked for me at my place.I tooked a cab home and they have already waiting for me downstair (Sorry to keep you guys waiting) Haiz, babe quarrel with her boyfriend, and same goes to my sister. We'll go club one day if they all going okie, please don't quarrel over small thing. Don't wanna see anything happened to YOU GUYS. Was helping them to sloved their problems thought out the whole night. Luckly, babe still give face and have a nice talk to her lovely boyfriend. Everything's sloved, we then went to Summer to relax. Hope everything is going smoothly for them, may you guys last long forever till the end..... Lastly, i never regret knowing babe you as my good friend, thank for being there for me all the time when i needed someone. Love you....

18-10-09 (Sun)

Was at a xin tua near Paya Lebra Police Post. Same thing, was there to support Dinanel and guys helping out the Jiu Wang Ye. Went changi to have my dinner together with Yang, Jerdine and ming. Chill all the way there.

19-10-09 (Mon)

Heard something from this person that (A) bought a girl to KALLANG LEISURE. I was shocked when i heard this, i then asked, you sure? guess what did this person replied, yes. Haiz, what should i do? Believe it or leave it? I really don't know but, just don't think so much. Learn something today, Happiness is something i can touch........

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Friends that i want to thank and i promise i'll never forget ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
Thanks for being there for me when i needed someone and thanks for everything you guys have ever helped me. Thank some for giving surpise on my birthday.

*Alaric
*Babe
*Chee How
*Cherline (Darling)
*Diana
*Javis
*Jia Qing
*Joanne (Dear)
*Kwee Hao
*Leroy
*Nic
*Poh Chuan
*Ronald
*Wei Ting
*Yan Lian

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Thank my dearest Hair Stylist ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
*Anges
*Nicole
*Mei Ting

I'm sorry *****

2009-10-14T05:04:00.003+08:00

Well, how and where should i starts from? everything is changing back to normal again. I hate it! Used to have ***** to care for, but, its gone now. Don't know what got (A) to turned out to be like this. Why did (A) deleted everything in (A) blog? Just wanna say i'm SORRY!

2009-09-07T02:49:00.001+08:00

well, don't know where to start from, everyday there's new thing apper. sometime its seems so tired, wanted to take a long break and rest. i was once told by this friend of mine, you will learn when you lost something you don't know how to treasure. but, does anyone know is not as easy as you think. somehow i wanted to let go, but, i don't know if i'm doing the right thing.

2009-09-03T00:39:00.005+08:00

well, heard something from this person(A) that he happened to heard something from (B). please la, doesn't mean people call you baby mean anything. don't know then ask, don't anyhow talked behind people back. think (A) don't know anything, please la, what's there to hind? luckly this person told (A) everything before (B) told him. If not, nothing also will become got thing. sweet talk? i don't think there is any sweet talk lor. do you know what i call this type of people as, kbo kia. better doin't let me find out anything, if not, we'll see who can make who suffer.

2009-08-21T03:59:00.002+08:00

08 Aug 09

hi dearest peep, I'm back to blog. have being busy recently due to my mom operation. needed to help out to do housework. I'm greated that my mom is now fully recovered. thank god!! well, stayed out till late on the 080809, was out with a group of car racer for a race at orchard. Guess what?? There's TP around everwhere. But, i believe everyone enjoyed themselves on that day.

14 - 15 Aug 09

Just came back from my Batam trip with a group of friends. Woke up early in the morning on 14 Aug 09 to prepared and met them at vivo. took so long to reach batam, 1 hour 30 min. hotel looked so high class, everything was so new, even the hotel is new. when shopping on the day itself, shop till so tired. everyone looked so tired yet, still drink at night. same thing, woke up in the noon, went to the nearest shopping for lunch. everything seems so expensive there but is not expensive at all. everyone was so excited to do spa, so relaxing. miss it so much. will be back again.

2009-08-05T19:20:00.003+08:00

heard something about this person(A) , i don't understand why must (A) does all those thing. I felt really disappointed on (A). Well, disappointed as a friend of mine. I've always thought that (A) is a mature person, but, never did i expert that (A) is such a person. Not only talk things behind people back, but also other things. Something that (A) always thought that (A) will never do it. But, why am i hearing things about (A) doing things that (A) always dislike? Haiz, once you mixed with the wrong companies, you're gone. Know (A) for such a long time, never see (A) doing things like this, but why? why must (A) choose this path? No wonder i always heard (A) saying (A) like the life (A) is having now. finally, i understand why....

2009-08-04T06:26:00.003+08:00

I've been loving you for so long

I've been dreaming of you all night long

I keep telling myself some other time

Maybe you will be mine

I keep asking myself why

Just because of this damn love I cry

And now I have to let you fly

Even if it means I'm going to die

I love you that's true

I want to be with you yes I do

I want to feel being loved by you

But that's just a dream that wont come true

Now my love it's time to say goodbye

I promise you will never see me cry

But before I let you go

I just want to say I love you so..

痛是什麽感觉

是想呐喊却无言

心被你一片一片

撕下还不肯破裂

是谁让你转变

不再留恋我的体贴

你用背叛告别从前

我只想对你更好不埋怨

我以为爱是痛苦的慈悲

熬过宽容的疲惫

幸福会给我抚慰

心疼你的泪水

原谅你的不对

只求交心

不苛求完美

我以为爱是痛苦的慈悲

你会让我不后悔

这样把你宝贝

但你却教会我懂爱你可悲

爱不在了

做什麽都枉费

2009-08-04T05:04:00.003+08:00

have anyone gone through things like how i m going through now?? have anyone being lied by a group of friends?? A(girl) called and told me that B(guy) met with an accident. But actually they're all playing mahjong at C(guy) place. I was like a fool, fool by them when they're all playing mahjong. I actually forgive them and carry on being friends. Am i being silly or i can let thing go easily. well, no one seems to understand how am i doing and going through things. I'm really tired of all the things that i'm going through. Things are not as simple as what they think. But have anyone tried to understand what i am doing? things became my fault when i didn't do anything. Why does this world looked so complicated?? why does humans look so complicated too? Do i really have to beware of making friends? I really don't know, i'm breaking down soon. I'm just so tired of everything......

I think of him and our time together

And the tears come to my eye

I never wanted to see him go

Never wanted to say goodbye

Our times was so special to me

But i guess its time to say goodbye

He wanted to spread his wing and fly

To hold him back

I guess that's wrong

I always said you only live once

And you have to do what it takes

To make yourself content and happy

Even if it means some hearts will break

So i let him go and said goodbye

And he was on his way

If i ever really was in his hearts

He'll come back one day....

2009-07-31T03:35:00.004+08:00

hi peeps, i'm back to my blog. was busy recently that why didn't blog. well, just finished watching my drama show (speech of silence). If you do watch hong kong drama, you should try watch, its really ROMANTIC. ( Taste the bittersweet, breath the love.... Read my mind between silence and sound). its take two hands to clap, there is alot of ups and downs in our life and relationship, as long as you give it a try and don't give up easily, i believe nothing will happen. I wish all my friends who is now in a relationship all the best and everlasting. I'll work hard for my studies and i wanna be a best BC in future. All the best to my FAMILY, FRIENDS.

乌云遮蔽了天空

窗外又是阴雨时候

伞下的恋人中

不再有你我手牵手

一切过了太久

我们的十字路口

下一站是谁在等候

你我的方向盘

却向着相反的彼岸

终点还是分开

告别你我离开之后

这回忆可以保留

当初那美好的感动

你说你记住了

不为彼此难过

过各自的生活

oh baby

你答应我的我都记得

但是你却忘了你的承诺

不是说好彼此都不再联络

谁都别再犯错

是我的固执让你难过

但是分手却也无法选择

我走了以后

你要好好生活

不要想我

也别再哭了

2009-07-24T04:48:00.004+08:00

just finish watching my drama show, it’s so romantic. Wonder why it doesn't happen on reality. I’ll be great if our love life is like this drama. Ha, day dreaming. Well, heard some news from my mummy, she’s going for a check -up this coming sat. hope everything is going fine. God bless you my dearest mummy. I love you. have been piled up with many problems in my life recently. I really hope all these can be resolved soon cause it's really tiring to worry about something when i wake up everyday. Really don’t understand why does this world look so complicated. It it humans make it complicated? Or… think I gonna starts work soon, won’t be able to blog like now. So, friends, endure then... I missed the cheesecake so much, wonder when can I get to eat it again. Is all about waiting in life, never give up and I believe we can achieve our goal. Good luck to all my friends.. we’ll work hard together alright??

2009-07-23T04:13:00.002+08:00

Oceans apart day after day

And I slowly go insane

I hear your voice on the line

But it doesn’t stop the pain

If I see you next to never

How can we say forever

Wherever you go

Whatever you do

I will be right here waiting for you

Whatever it takes

Or how my heart breaks

I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted, all the times

That I thought would last somehow

I hear the laughter, I taste the tears

But I can’t get near you now

Oh, can’t you see it baby

You’ve got me going crazy

Wherever you go

Whatever you do

I will be right here waiting for you

Whatever it takes

Or how my heart breaks

I will be right here waiting for you

I wonder how we can survive

This romance

But in the end if I’m with you

I’ll take the chance

Oh, can’t you see it baby

You’ve got me going crazy

Wherever you go

Whatever you do

I will be right here waiting for you

Whatever it takes

Or how my heart breaks

I will be right here waiting for you........

2009-07-21T04:15:00.001+08:00

I miss you so much
I can't get you off my mind
Every time I hear your name
It makes me go insane
I need you here with me
Right by my side holding me
I'm so sorry for what I did
I hadn't realize my love for you
But right now is when I need I need you
To be my baby, to hold me tight
Safe form harm, and from the coldness
To be my heavenly sent
For whom I'm meant
I didn't notice how strong your love was
Until I broke your heart
I wish I could turn back the hands of times
So that you would be mine
But I know you won't accept me
Because I broke your heart twice
How I wish you were mine
If only I could turn back the hands of time.

sickness

2009-07-21T02:45:00.005+08:00

hi my dearest peeps, I've not being blogging for a long time due to my sickness and some personally problems that i going tut right now. I've being sick for the passed few days, i was having a high fever and now still suffering from cough and just today I'm having running nose. during this painful and suffering time, i still have to deal to my own personal problems such as you know who. i just wish that the people around me would just take a moment even if its take them 5 sec just to ask me how am i today. i would be really great to know that some would really care. recently, i manged to hang out with a group of new friends and i also manged to learn abit more on cars. finally, i can now say that i know the name of some beautiful powerful cars such as, EVO, INTERGAR and else. at last i got my beauty sleep due to all the medicine that make me feel so sleepy and tired and this moment i feel so refresh and recharge after all those beauty sleep, i feel as if i look younger, stronger, smarted due to a group of dear sweet friends who have been supporting me and guiding me tut this painful and lonely road of mine. so, i would like to thanks those who have being there for me.

2009-07-16T04:06:00.003+08:00

Stayed up till now, feeling really tired. Spent alot of time writing that appeal letter. Jiajia called earlier on to confide to me, it's really heartbreaking to hear her cry as she told me her problems. Not having friends in school, she felt really upset, but all I could do is to give her my advice. Hopefully her problems will be resolved soon. Cheer up girl.

It's been long since I met up with Joce. Went to the nearest petrol kiosk to get some snacks before going back to our house area for a chat. Talked about random stuffs, from my problems to blogshops. Lol. So random. She came up to my place for awhile to look at some blogshops, seriously hope I can have loads of money to go for retail therapies. Anyways, I have never believe there's any clones in this world. But after she showed me a picture of a friend, I was SHOCKED! That girl looked totally like my cousin, just that my cousin is prettier. Tsk. Anyway, will meet up with her another day! Alright, shall stop here, knocking out pretty soon. Goodnight people!

2009-07-15T03:58:00.000+08:00

why things doesn't goes the way i want?? it seems so irritating. damn it, i freaking hate it lah. i'm really tired of all these shit, i need a break!!!

The music of your affection
Surrounds the air I breath
The wonder of your passion
My soul will never leave.
Within my heart it glides
As we dance the dance of love
These moments with you
I could never have too many of.
Your kiss to me tonight
Soft as an angels wing
Came out through my lips
In this verse I sing.
I know your out there waiting
I hear your voice away so far
And the beauty of your words
The distance cannot mar.
Our bond it only strengthens
And as the nights go by
I feel your arms around me
As I gaze up to the sky.
The smile upon my lips
It will surely never die
As I�m waiting here for you
Until you're by my side.

2009-07-15T02:08:00.002+08:00

woke up at 6.30 today, was so tired. wanted to slack at home till night time, but kelly called. asked me to meet her, sophia and betty at downtown. it've been a ages since we last contacted. soon after, i went to prepared and took a cab down to downtown to fetched them to summer. was so quiet at first as we've not meet up for a long time, but soon after, we seems to like have alot of things to talked about. well, knew them for 10 years, but lost contact for a few years. never expect that they called and asked me out. heard from sophia's that she's getting married soon, congrat to you dear. don't know when is our next meet up, mayb soon on sophia's birthday. looking forwards to meet them. friends forever.