Yan Ping

hi peeps, i'm back to blog finally... its been a age since i last log into my blog... i'm currently working at T.B.S ( the body shop) at GWC (great world city). quite busy with my work, got to do so many housework after i got back home at night. So tired!! Is it that married life is like this? got so much things to do and no one is there to help me. OMFG... i got to transfer to tao payoh after sept, i miss all my babes at GWC... I dont wanna transfer to tao payoh... I have had so much fun at GWC, i learn so many things there, so click to all the people there too. Why must it be me transfer to tao payoh instead of the one that transfer to GWC?? Cant she ( area manger) understand how i feel and she have promise not to put me to area which is far away from my place.. Promises is to be kept not to be broken, she have broke her promises... I hate her!!! Well, this is the first job that i feel happy working at and i feel really happy having all those babes around.... They are really very steady and thay are those friends that i think is worth mixing with... They teach me alot of things at GWC, i have learn so many things from them too. They are really nice and good...

Wendyy - my 2nd in charge, a person that i can learn alot with
Qingxia - a nice person to mix with
Jayda - a person that i got to nag at all times

* They are really good, felt really sad to leave them...
They will miss my KOI la, no more koi for them after i transfer...

They will never bre forgotten.... same goes for those who is close to me...

~ Dinner ~

~ Picture of in law's ~

~ Our PROMISES to MARRIAGE ~

~ Our PROMISES to EACH OTHER ~

~ Kisses ~

~ Mrs and Mr Cheah ~

~ Me and Jocelyn ~

~ Family's ~

~ Girls ~

~ Me and Irene ~

~ Ring exchange ~

~ Big Family ~

Kris - serene - lynn - shan - bao - eric - louis - me - khim - quan and euguen

~ Ah ma ~

~Kids ~

~ Bro ~

~ Our ROM solemniser ~

hi my dearest peeps, i'm back to my blog
Was so busy ever since i get married until now.
Well, everything goes smoothly for me and now, i'm currently working as a beauty consultant at great world city.
Ming (husband) went to taiwan for his reservice for 20 days, enjoying himself there when by i myself got to work for so hard.
So unfair la..
lol...
But, i get to mix around with Sukhim more and of cause the others like, yu quan, zishan and else...
My relationship with them getting more and more close each day, thanks god, at least i know there's someone who care alot for me when i'm down or even when i'm not well.
So sweet of you la..
haha..
Went tampiness to do my hair, purple colour lor, what a nice colour.
I get myself so many stuff, but... is not i myself get it.
Will treasure and look after them as much as i can.
Thank to people who came and accompanied me during work, fetch me home and else..
I'm so touched!!!!
Sorry for showing my temper all the time when you didn't do anything wrong, its show that i care alot, that why...
well, think i should stop here for the day as my hand is not convenient due to my injury...
(To be continued)

Went to summer with jocelyn, irene, didi and dear. Its being a long time since i last meet up with them, have a great chat, talked about our past. Ha... Went loyang for a pray, this is what we used to do in the past. Went to changi after praying, enjoy ourselves...

Went to meet cherline with dear, have a long chat too.
Dear bought my favourit cheesecake for me too
I love you guys lot....

Went singapore flyer with tee seng, yu quan, zi shan, sukim and dear.

Went to eat steamboat with them and may ling....

Some people are just so sensitive and not understanding enough.
Keep pushing people too hard what did you get back?
Nothing!!
I should be great enough that not all the people i know is like that,
some, they can understand and trying their best to help but just some people can't.
What other said might not be the true, why be a light listening ear?
Well, knowing this person is the greatest mistake in my life i could say, not a real friend to be..
Not at all!!!
What other want to say about me i don't fucking care, cause....
Some who know me well know what kind of people i m...
Those who like to listen to others, they are just no sense of thinking..
Why don't i listen to what others say about this person, cause....
Without them saying i also know about it.
Haiz..... What a pity person....
Heard so much about this person in school, even people older than me also telling me things about his person....
Shameless!!!!
I should pity ***

Friends are being invited to my ROM celebration at chalet. Thanks jocelyn, joanne and else to be my sister... Remember to reach my place at 8am in the morning, thanks...

Cb!!! Fucking tulan, knn...
Don't take me for granted, fucking ccb...
14 An the half hour, fucking ccb, what fucking yew keng is that???
Knn!!!!
nlbks.....
fucking piss off, FUCK UP!!!!

Don't know when i start to dislike lion dance, don't know why it happen too. Is it that i really dislike lion dance or due to them? I get fed up when ever i heard lion dance this two words. It seems so irritating to me.Is not i don't allow him to do anything or i want to stop him doing things but... Well, doesn't matter much anyway. Babe called, i now then know why thing turn out this way after what she have told me. Don't others agree that we have the right to choose who we want to mix with? why have it got to do with the others. Not as if like i'm close to them or anyting other things. Rubbish!! Saw babe blog, its all about him, talking so much about him. I know deep inside my hear that she still can't let go of him but, what can she do.. Nothing i guess.. Its been after so many month, i thought she have long forget about him but, things don't seems like what i'm thinking. I feel so bored, don't know what i'm thinking, getting fed up over small little thing. Mood just not so good, fucking irritating... I think i should just see thing easy, why grt myself fed up over thng like this, not as if is a big thing...

Fucking shit la!!!
Fucking vex....
Irritating!!!!!

Friends is a very long time. How is it that people can talk so causally about a concept that we cannot wrap our minds around? sometimes we have a friend and we sense that our soul are very closely connected. We know that the connection is above time and space. We know that wherever we are in our lives we will always remain friends. Even if we do not see each other for years we are able to pick up right where we left off. This is what people mean when they say friends forever.

i get this poem in the net as my english isn't that good enough but i would like to tell all my friends that this poem is for you guys...

*Alaric (09 Yrs)
*Cherline (05 Yrs)
*Chris (05 Yrs)
*Chee How (09 Yrs)
*Javis (04 Yrs)
*Jocelyn (09 Yrs)
*Poh Chuan (09 Yrs)
*Jia Qing (09 Yrs)
*Joanne (02 Yrs)

*Alaric - When to meet alaric last week, accompany him to TM to get his iphone, its being a long time since we last meet up. Get to know that he's living well but, quite busy with his stuff too. So, i guess i gonna wait for another 1 yrs to get to meet him agaian. Know that he have so much thing on hand to do, i will support what ever things he do.

*Cherline - Its been quite long since i last meet up with cherline, think the last time i meet her was during her small little baby girl 1month b'day. Get to hear from her too as we still keep in contact, knowing that she is living well also, just that something personal things happened, i cant do much but as her so called darling i will be there for her when ever i can. To look after her kids or what ever things...

*Jocelyn - Met up with jocelyn last night, got to know so much things have happened during the period of time when we din't contact. Michelle, her close friend left her due to joce life style change. She seems upset when she talked about it last night, i know she don't wish to end the friendship with michelle but, is there any other choice? As her 09 yrs of friends, i send this poem to her to cheer her up. Hope that she will feel alittle happy when she see this poem.

* Friends - the rest i think they are all busy with their work and studies. So, never get to meet up with them but at least get to contact them. Knowing that they are all doing fine too. People who know me well eoungh know what kind of friends i m to them but for those... I think i don't have to waste my time showing care to them when i know i will get back nothing in return. I'm not saying that i must get something back but, what's the point of showing care or concern to them when they just jolly hack care?? Isn't it waste of time? At least i know who care for me, will be there for me when i need someone just like how i m there for them. I love them as much as i love my dear.... I used to have another good friends, **** But, due to some misunderstanding i have to choose over her or them. I know myself well eought that i wanted to choose her but.... I guess its all fated to be that we can only be friend for that 2 to 3 month. She understand me well eought, know what i want and show her care to me when i'm down. But, people talks behind if we contact, i have my right to choose the friends i want to mix with, isn't it? Human are just so funny, when you do the right things they don't comments much but once you did somethings wrong, they cover the right things just because of one wrong thing you do.

working now, no customer again, bored!! Somethings seems bothering about me, don't feel like going to the chalet, bored!! hate it!! Gonna face up to people there, even thought the chalet is very near to my place but, just feel bored la... today mood isn't that good, don't know why also just feel abit fed up...

FUCKING HELL, irritating idiot...
Stop playing stupid games
fucking hell how old liao sia
use private no to call and hang up
post stupid comments
a, fucking hell get lost

*who ever that i don't know or not even in my friends list or whatever shit in msn, facebook or blog please fucking hell get lost and stop posting comments. Fucking childish la... stop being a trouble maker... GROW UP!!!!!!!!!

its raning now, wondering how is dear doing out there sending documents to clients... Must be tiring, lack of sleep and yet still got to wake up early for work. Poor thing.... Same thing goes today only one room is in survise, will be quiet again after 4pm, no customer... Waiting for dear to be here again at 8, having our dinner at night then gonna meet up with joce, its been a long time since i last met her.. Gonna have a long chat to night i guess... HA.... Watching my drama show, waiting for the time to pass faster.. lols.... Someone have become my entertan in life when i'm bored, nothing much to post today as i don't see or hear anything.. what i can do now is to wait for my dear to come over to look for me.. Thanks all my friends who congrat me and wish me all the best in life and of course blussful marrige.. Love you guys lot... Wil remember to invit you guys to my wedding... All the best to friends whom i know and those who treat me real good..

well, there's one question borthering me for quite a long time, happen to ask my friends about it.. If a person get hurt, being lied or any other things and if the one are still alright, will anything happen to them? will anything happen to their kids? will anything happen in future? As what my friends and me know about it is, people who talk about retribution will only happen to them. Cause they curse other people child, so, the retribution will turn to their kids instead of others. Well, i'm cursious so asked around people who have child.. This is what i heard around..

Breaking up with people that you have no love doesn't mean anything, isn't it? Will people live on with the one you don't love or look for someone you love? If breaking up with the one you don't love and you get retribution, well, i think retribution will happen to those who break up with their loves one if only when he or her get into depression isn't it worse?

Its different when a person is going after another, but, if he or she get rejected and the person think he or she will get retribution then i think this person got abit of something wrong in him or her. Love is selfish, isn't it? Love are freedom, i believe everyone did wrong thing in the past or anything, i believe in retribution, retribution will happen on those people who love to threaten others....

ha, dear brighten up my day by asking how m i today... went injection last night, hand pain now cant do much thing... Thank lao gong for your accompany to see doctor with me.

working now, no customer again, siianz...
waiting for lao gong to come and look for me
going malaysia again with lao gong

Me tgt with my handsome husband

Everything's over, thank hubby for that understanding and believe in me.. Our love are just so strong, nothing's gonna break us up. Not even those got nothing better to do people can... We have gone though so much in life and though our relationship, is not easy for us to get here so far. Our relationship might have alot of ups and downs, but, loving you is something i will never say NO!! My temper might be bad at times, but, my love for you just keep increasing day by day. I will be your favourited wife in future and of course your favourited girlfriend for now.... Seeing the way you react when you got your iphone from me, makes me feel happy too.. Should give you more surpise in future, should plan where to go for our holiday now... Might be going hongkong or taiwan with didi and the rest of friends... It will be a lovely trip with you (hubby).

I love you lot...

My dearest Mr cheah

And i'm going to be Mrs Cheah in 1 month...

Friends, stop greating me as miss yeoh, should change to MRS CHEAH...

My promises to you, jing sheng zhu ding....

PISS OFF!!
ANGRY!!!!!
Not my day....

on the way to malayisa with dear, didi, hongda and friends...
dear, didi and yaya came to my work place to look for me, wait for me to knock off..
dear bought my fav pizza for me, love him!!
cause of alaric, i keep repeat the same song, jing sheng zhu ding...
now, didi also addited to this song..
dear go round and round the road, finding his way out... lol...

FUNNY!!!
why can't i change my phone number??
well, going to change number again and again..
getting another iphone, will change no again...
O, what a sensitive thinking...

BO LIAO!!!!

Don't know who so childish, so irritating.
use private number to call and hang up..
izzit fun playing along with the phone?
Must be those crazy people doing things like this...

BO LIAO!!!
WU LIAO!!!

waiting for dear to come over to look for me and accompany to work
no customer at all!!
siianz!!!
not feeling too well, having rash, flu
still got to work....
help dear to call starhub, everything done...
miss him so much!!

dear went back for reservice yesterday, and i went to meet alaric . accompany alaric to sign iphone, make me feel like signing up for one too. lucky me, bought one iphone for dear.. gave him one surpise after he book out. haha... Hope he like the iphone... thank alaric for his hlp too, if not i guess i wont be able to sign the iphone and give dear the surpise...

should get one for myself soon also, seeing everyone use iphone make me feel so itchy.. lol
should upload the iphone picture soon...

working with dear now, so tired...
lucky he help me alot so that i can rest more..

getting out wedding ring tomorro or the day after, preparing for our marriage too
so many things on hand to do, lack of sleep too...

was admitted to the hospital on the 27 of feb 10 at 04:30am. Was sleeping at dear home waiting for didi, su hao and jing yuan to get ready, wanted to go HOS but who knows i get a bad stomachache at 12.30pm. Endure all the way till 04.30am, cant stand the pain anymore so dear bought me to the hospital with his mummy. In my 22 of years this is the first time i admitted to the hospital, not my day!! I miss him or her so much, wonder why god give me and bring him or her away from me. Well, what i can do now is to get myself well and prepare for my ROM. Waiting for the day to come, 290410. Need to go though all new things in life, no longer a normal couple anymore... Before i prepare for my ROM, need to get myself well, got to rest more and lot of things which i cant do, cant eat... Need to endure for 1 month, cant take it sometimes but for my health, i have to endure all the way... Luckily i have my dear to be by my side, going though all the hard times with me if not, i know i will break down half way... Thanks didi, su hao, jing yuan, hong da, cherline, joanne, tania and dear mummy for your care and concern. I know i still have someone that care and showing their love, care and concern for me. Really thanks!!! Will invite all my friends and families to my ROM celebrations on the 290410.......

Going to eat steam boat with Dear and Tania later, waiting for dear to come over and fetch us... Preparing myself now, might be meeting team unknown people later...

Mother fucker cb... Fucking hell enjoying himself, one call also don't know how to call back. Still say what i m important, shit it la!! Think that fucking china more inportant. No money don't go la, go there then don't want call back. Die also don't know... Others can call back don't understand why cant he.. Making me piss only.... Srill miss him so much

Just finish helping dear to feed his fish
level up! Ha..
He must be very happy when he's back.
He's coming back tomorrow
happy...
Looking forward to see you
dear...

Met up with Tania and have my lunch at pasir ris. Dear called this afternoon, chatted a little while and we have to hang up the phone due to the bill. Well, have been waiting for the day to come, he's coming back on the wednesday. So happy!! Waited and waited, finally he's coming back.. haha... Got to slove our problem once after he come back, got lot of things need to think and settle. Went to do my nails this afternoon with Tania after lunch, she seems busy keep talking on the phone. Thanks girl for your acc today, appreciate it.. Well, i don't know how to help you, but, what i can say is follow your heart. I can't tell you what you should do as i have my own problems too. But, as long as you still love him, try to talk thing out with him. I believe thing can be changed. Darling messaged me on the sunday, i was so surpised to have received her message after so long. She wanted me to help her something but sorry darling, i'm not in a good term with them so i can't help much. Thanks for telling me so many things after what have happened, i know what to do in future. I will do as what my parents told me too... Yup, we should meet up soon ya, it have been a long time since we lasted meet up.

Well, dear din call me for 2days, wondering what is he doing at china. We got so many things need to settle, faster come back okie... Another 3 more days you're coming back, have you thought of what to do? I really miss you alot, really hope to see you soon.. Dear, sorry for not being understanding, but, i hope you can try to understand my condition now. Dear, i do love you alot..... Anw, i just finish feeding your fish....

Just woke up not long ago, lovely mummy cooked noodle for me.. Thanks mummy! After taken my lunch, helped ling played his facebook.. Feed his fish, sell away the fish, bought new fish... Sound abit stupid, but, is my job to help him... Well, finally i have told my parents about it, was so afraid that they might reject, never did i expect that they actually accept it and asked about, do you really want it this way, have you consider about it carefully... Ha... They even said they are fine with it if i really want it.. After a long consideration, even tot there's alot of ups and downs going tut, but, as long as i try to compromise and to be more understanding, i believe i can go tut it well...

waiting for the day to come
gonna settle it fast
god bless me
aman....

Gotta find plan everyday, i hate it la.. Go what china, shit that stupid china la... Fucking dislike LION DANCE, shit it la.. waste of time, earn shit la, who will believe fucking lion dance can earn money... Don't ever mention lion dance in front of me, I HATE LION DANCE!!! Hate people that betray friends, think who the fuck are you... Don't ever scold me for nothing, don't you ever dare talk to me in a gangster way, is not something proud, you're just making a fool of yourself la.. SHIT IT ALL !!!! I wont go tut all the shit myself....

Having fun during out training time...
*FIFI - *Our japan staff - *Me - *Rina - *Nadiah

*Me - *Angie

*Sandy - *MG - *Me

Take 2!!

Me.... (being modle)

Ranie

*Regina - *Anny - *Me

(1) Me and Judy (2) Raine and me
(3) Anny and me (4) Cassie and me

(1) Nadiah and me (2) me and Jesslyn
(3) Katine and me (4) Lily and me

(1) Me, Japan staff and Angie (2) FIFI and me
(3) Me and Rina (4) Sharon and me
Musee Platinum Tokyo
*They gave me alot of fun, joy, care and concern...
I missed them as much as i missed you..

I'm tired of everything, why m i the one always get scolded from? No matter what i do, i will get scolded. Not from my parents but friends. Choose to give up, dont do thing also get scolded... Ask things also get scolded, what the hell is this? Why they are always not happy? Didn't show attitude also get scolded, show attitude also get scolded, i'm not born to get scolded from other can... Really hate it la

When a person become heartless, they are really heartless. No matter what you do they will never be happy... Trying hard to slavage back but yet, they still think it as nothing. keep saying my mind is made, i don't want history to repeat it again, i don't want to go tut it again. Don't you think it selfish? Knowing you're sick, care also dont want to care. Well, being a good preson is just so hard, being a heartless person does thing turn out to be better? I'm tired of everything!! Really!! Thank darling (raine) for your concern towards me. You're just so swt.... Tks for mes and call me to ask how m i today, at least someone do care for me... Well, i'll see you tml at office....

hi dearest peeps, sorry for not bloging for a long time due to my sickness and some personal problems that i'm going tut now.. Well, it've been 3 days and i'm still borthering about it... Was not feeling very well these few days, having slight fever, running nose, cough, cold... But, still went to work as today is my first day. know all the people there, quite friendly.. Wishing that at least some will care for me, ask me how m i doing today.. but, no respone again... Such as you know who.... I'm still waiting....

Went HOS on the sat night

celebrated Jerdine birthday

Happy birthday to you...

But, i was not enjoying myself....

Wtf!!!
Fucking pissed off!
Drink - Drank - Drunk !!!!

Wishing things will turn out better, no matter is now or in future... Just hope everything will go smoothly for everyone, for me... Promises is to be kept, not to be broken.. I'll keep my promises!!

*wth!!
having fever agn!!
hate it!!
going tam to get my thing done...
big present!!

*darling baby!!! Happy 1 mth birthday to you....

Taken outside HOS.....

Facial Form - Mild
Facial Form - Mild (bar soap)
*Help to clean oil, dirt and sweat without leaving it tuat or dry.
Leaves skin feeling fresh, clean, comfortable..
Clarifying Lotin 2
*Help to remove dead skin cell, hydration and gradual exfoliation.
Turnaround concentrate
*Help to speed up skin cell reborn, brighter, even-toned.
Turnarould Instant facial mask

*Its give the result of the microdermabrassion, brighter, more even-toned, smoother skin.

Derma white brightening eye cream
*Hydrating, helps lighten the look of eye area skin discolourations.
Moisture surge
*Provides intense hydration of skin, use as a make-up base.
Super city block (4o SPF)
*Helps defend against environmental aggressors.
( my daily skincare products)

*My 6 lovely key chain... (Tks baby!!)

When one loves completely, but the love is not returned, they must bestow a most painful gift. That of letting go. For if you love someone, you will do anything you can to make them happy.No matter how much it hurts.... What promises, all promises are lies... Holding onto it so hard, trying to salvage back but what i get back in return? nth!!! I tot i was a strong girl, a girl with my backbone and yuan zhe but why did it turn another way round when things happened... Where have all my backbone, yuan zhe gone to??

Ta zhen de na me wu qing ma?
Zhen de yao zhe yang ma?
Yi chi ji hui dou mei you le ma?

Things doesn't always goes the way i want!!

Holding onto a empty promises...
Leaving will be a better choice... (another world)
Always remembered!!!
Stricky Chwey Chocolate!!!

23 - 25 Dec 09

Met with an accident on the 23 of Dec 09 at PIE at 5:30pm. Injured my back, right hand and neck. Neck cant move, right hand cant raise up to 90 degree. Wad a unlucky day. But, who want to met with an accident right? Lucky nothing happened to the both of us.... My christmas presents....... went HOS on the x'mas eve, tot i could enjoy meself but, never did i expect that it was so boring. I should have join my friends to St James and DBL O. Well, i have finally understand that, never to treat sumone so nice. They wont treat you like how you treated them... But, lucky i still got my frenz that care around me asking how m i after the accident. Thank!!

04-12-09 (Fri) - 06-12-09 (Sun)
went HOS on friday, followed by NEVERLAND. play until 6am in the morning, but end up having to send them home one by one. It was very tiring! By the time we're done sending them home, I still have to go to Tuas with Kaixiang and ming. We still have to travel all the way back to Pasir Ris where i changed in order to attend the events that is due next. Little did i know that after the events that lasted till 9pm, we still have to design the lorry. By the time we're done is 6am! Then i have to wake up at 8am to prepare for the sun event, allowing me only 2 hours of rest.....

Stupid ah boon, bit my arm!
Enjoy myself this 3 days even tot i feel really tiring....
HOS - NEVERLAND......
Rocks!
Our fri outing, HOS - NEVERLAND (neverend...)
me and my HOS - Neverland!
Enjoyed!
Loved!
Missed!