Yan Ping

Don't know when i start to dislike lion dance, don't know why it happen too. Is it that i really dislike lion dance or due to them? I get fed up when ever i heard lion dance this two words. It seems so irritating to me.Is not i don't allow him to do anything or i want to stop him doing things but... Well, doesn't matter much anyway. Babe called, i now then know why thing turn out this way after what she have told me. Don't others agree that we have the right to choose who we want to mix with? why have it got to do with the others. Not as if like i'm close to them or anyting other things. Rubbish!! Saw babe blog, its all about him, talking so much about him. I know deep inside my hear that she still can't let go of him but, what can she do.. Nothing i guess.. Its been after so many month, i thought she have long forget about him but, things don't seems like what i'm thinking. I feel so bored, don't know what i'm thinking, getting fed up over small little thing. Mood just not so good, fucking irritating... I think i should just see thing easy, why grt myself fed up over thng like this, not as if is a big thing...

Fucking shit la!!!
Fucking vex....
Irritating!!!!!

Friends is a very long time. How is it that people can talk so causally about a concept that we cannot wrap our minds around? sometimes we have a friend and we sense that our soul are very closely connected. We know that the connection is above time and space. We know that wherever we are in our lives we will always remain friends. Even if we do not see each other for years we are able to pick up right where we left off. This is what people mean when they say friends forever.

i get this poem in the net as my english isn't that good enough but i would like to tell all my friends that this poem is for you guys...

*Alaric (09 Yrs)
*Cherline (05 Yrs)
*Chris (05 Yrs)
*Chee How (09 Yrs)
*Javis (04 Yrs)
*Jocelyn (09 Yrs)
*Poh Chuan (09 Yrs)
*Jia Qing (09 Yrs)
*Joanne (02 Yrs)

*Alaric - When to meet alaric last week, accompany him to TM to get his iphone, its being a long time since we last meet up. Get to know that he's living well but, quite busy with his stuff too. So, i guess i gonna wait for another 1 yrs to get to meet him agaian. Know that he have so much thing on hand to do, i will support what ever things he do.

*Cherline - Its been quite long since i last meet up with cherline, think the last time i meet her was during her small little baby girl 1month b'day. Get to hear from her too as we still keep in contact, knowing that she is living well also, just that something personal things happened, i cant do much but as her so called darling i will be there for her when ever i can. To look after her kids or what ever things...

*Jocelyn - Met up with jocelyn last night, got to know so much things have happened during the period of time when we din't contact. Michelle, her close friend left her due to joce life style change. She seems upset when she talked about it last night, i know she don't wish to end the friendship with michelle but, is there any other choice? As her 09 yrs of friends, i send this poem to her to cheer her up. Hope that she will feel alittle happy when she see this poem.

* Friends - the rest i think they are all busy with their work and studies. So, never get to meet up with them but at least get to contact them. Knowing that they are all doing fine too. People who know me well eoungh know what kind of friends i m to them but for those... I think i don't have to waste my time showing care to them when i know i will get back nothing in return. I'm not saying that i must get something back but, what's the point of showing care or concern to them when they just jolly hack care?? Isn't it waste of time? At least i know who care for me, will be there for me when i need someone just like how i m there for them. I love them as much as i love my dear.... I used to have another good friends, **** But, due to some misunderstanding i have to choose over her or them. I know myself well eought that i wanted to choose her but.... I guess its all fated to be that we can only be friend for that 2 to 3 month. She understand me well eought, know what i want and show her care to me when i'm down. But, people talks behind if we contact, i have my right to choose the friends i want to mix with, isn't it? Human are just so funny, when you do the right things they don't comments much but once you did somethings wrong, they cover the right things just because of one wrong thing you do.

working now, no customer again, bored!! Somethings seems bothering about me, don't feel like going to the chalet, bored!! hate it!! Gonna face up to people there, even thought the chalet is very near to my place but, just feel bored la... today mood isn't that good, don't know why also just feel abit fed up...

FUCKING HELL, irritating idiot...
Stop playing stupid games
fucking hell how old liao sia
use private no to call and hang up
post stupid comments
a, fucking hell get lost

*who ever that i don't know or not even in my friends list or whatever shit in msn, facebook or blog please fucking hell get lost and stop posting comments. Fucking childish la... stop being a trouble maker... GROW UP!!!!!!!!!

its raning now, wondering how is dear doing out there sending documents to clients... Must be tiring, lack of sleep and yet still got to wake up early for work. Poor thing.... Same thing goes today only one room is in survise, will be quiet again after 4pm, no customer... Waiting for dear to be here again at 8, having our dinner at night then gonna meet up with joce, its been a long time since i last met her.. Gonna have a long chat to night i guess... HA.... Watching my drama show, waiting for the time to pass faster.. lols.... Someone have become my entertan in life when i'm bored, nothing much to post today as i don't see or hear anything.. what i can do now is to wait for my dear to come over to look for me.. Thanks all my friends who congrat me and wish me all the best in life and of course blussful marrige.. Love you guys lot... Wil remember to invit you guys to my wedding... All the best to friends whom i know and those who treat me real good..

well, there's one question borthering me for quite a long time, happen to ask my friends about it.. If a person get hurt, being lied or any other things and if the one are still alright, will anything happen to them? will anything happen to their kids? will anything happen in future? As what my friends and me know about it is, people who talk about retribution will only happen to them. Cause they curse other people child, so, the retribution will turn to their kids instead of others. Well, i'm cursious so asked around people who have child.. This is what i heard around..

Breaking up with people that you have no love doesn't mean anything, isn't it? Will people live on with the one you don't love or look for someone you love? If breaking up with the one you don't love and you get retribution, well, i think retribution will happen to those who break up with their loves one if only when he or her get into depression isn't it worse?

Its different when a person is going after another, but, if he or she get rejected and the person think he or she will get retribution then i think this person got abit of something wrong in him or her. Love is selfish, isn't it? Love are freedom, i believe everyone did wrong thing in the past or anything, i believe in retribution, retribution will happen on those people who love to threaten others....

ha, dear brighten up my day by asking how m i today... went injection last night, hand pain now cant do much thing... Thank lao gong for your accompany to see doctor with me.

working now, no customer again, siianz...
waiting for lao gong to come and look for me
going malaysia again with lao gong

Me tgt with my handsome husband

Everything's over, thank hubby for that understanding and believe in me.. Our love are just so strong, nothing's gonna break us up. Not even those got nothing better to do people can... We have gone though so much in life and though our relationship, is not easy for us to get here so far. Our relationship might have alot of ups and downs, but, loving you is something i will never say NO!! My temper might be bad at times, but, my love for you just keep increasing day by day. I will be your favourited wife in future and of course your favourited girlfriend for now.... Seeing the way you react when you got your iphone from me, makes me feel happy too.. Should give you more surpise in future, should plan where to go for our holiday now... Might be going hongkong or taiwan with didi and the rest of friends... It will be a lovely trip with you (hubby).

I love you lot...

My dearest Mr cheah

And i'm going to be Mrs Cheah in 1 month...

Friends, stop greating me as miss yeoh, should change to MRS CHEAH...

My promises to you, jing sheng zhu ding....

PISS OFF!!
ANGRY!!!!!
Not my day....

on the way to malayisa with dear, didi, hongda and friends...
dear, didi and yaya came to my work place to look for me, wait for me to knock off..
dear bought my fav pizza for me, love him!!
cause of alaric, i keep repeat the same song, jing sheng zhu ding...
now, didi also addited to this song..
dear go round and round the road, finding his way out... lol...

FUNNY!!!
why can't i change my phone number??
well, going to change number again and again..
getting another iphone, will change no again...
O, what a sensitive thinking...

BO LIAO!!!!

Don't know who so childish, so irritating.
use private number to call and hang up..
izzit fun playing along with the phone?
Must be those crazy people doing things like this...

BO LIAO!!!
WU LIAO!!!

waiting for dear to come over to look for me and accompany to work
no customer at all!!
siianz!!!
not feeling too well, having rash, flu
still got to work....
help dear to call starhub, everything done...
miss him so much!!

dear went back for reservice yesterday, and i went to meet alaric . accompany alaric to sign iphone, make me feel like signing up for one too. lucky me, bought one iphone for dear.. gave him one surpise after he book out. haha... Hope he like the iphone... thank alaric for his hlp too, if not i guess i wont be able to sign the iphone and give dear the surpise...

should get one for myself soon also, seeing everyone use iphone make me feel so itchy.. lol
should upload the iphone picture soon...

working with dear now, so tired...
lucky he help me alot so that i can rest more..

getting out wedding ring tomorro or the day after, preparing for our marriage too
so many things on hand to do, lack of sleep too...

was admitted to the hospital on the 27 of feb 10 at 04:30am. Was sleeping at dear home waiting for didi, su hao and jing yuan to get ready, wanted to go HOS but who knows i get a bad stomachache at 12.30pm. Endure all the way till 04.30am, cant stand the pain anymore so dear bought me to the hospital with his mummy. In my 22 of years this is the first time i admitted to the hospital, not my day!! I miss him or her so much, wonder why god give me and bring him or her away from me. Well, what i can do now is to get myself well and prepare for my ROM. Waiting for the day to come, 290410. Need to go though all new things in life, no longer a normal couple anymore... Before i prepare for my ROM, need to get myself well, got to rest more and lot of things which i cant do, cant eat... Need to endure for 1 month, cant take it sometimes but for my health, i have to endure all the way... Luckily i have my dear to be by my side, going though all the hard times with me if not, i know i will break down half way... Thanks didi, su hao, jing yuan, hong da, cherline, joanne, tania and dear mummy for your care and concern. I know i still have someone that care and showing their love, care and concern for me. Really thanks!!! Will invite all my friends and families to my ROM celebrations on the 290410.......