Yan Ping

Just woke up not long ago, lovely mummy cooked noodle for me.. Thanks mummy! After taken my lunch, helped ling played his facebook.. Feed his fish, sell away the fish, bought new fish... Sound abit stupid, but, is my job to help him... Well, finally i have told my parents about it, was so afraid that they might reject, never did i expect that they actually accept it and asked about, do you really want it this way, have you consider about it carefully... Ha... They even said they are fine with it if i really want it.. After a long consideration, even tot there's alot of ups and downs going tut, but, as long as i try to compromise and to be more understanding, i believe i can go tut it well...

waiting for the day to come
gonna settle it fast
god bless me
aman....

Gotta find plan everyday, i hate it la.. Go what china, shit that stupid china la... Fucking dislike LION DANCE, shit it la.. waste of time, earn shit la, who will believe fucking lion dance can earn money... Don't ever mention lion dance in front of me, I HATE LION DANCE!!! Hate people that betray friends, think who the fuck are you... Don't ever scold me for nothing, don't you ever dare talk to me in a gangster way, is not something proud, you're just making a fool of yourself la.. SHIT IT ALL !!!! I wont go tut all the shit myself....

Having fun during out training time...
*FIFI - *Our japan staff - *Me - *Rina - *Nadiah

*Me - *Angie

*Sandy - *MG - *Me

Take 2!!

Me.... (being modle)

Ranie

*Regina - *Anny - *Me

(1) Me and Judy (2) Raine and me
(3) Anny and me (4) Cassie and me

(1) Nadiah and me (2) me and Jesslyn
(3) Katine and me (4) Lily and me

(1) Me, Japan staff and Angie (2) FIFI and me
(3) Me and Rina (4) Sharon and me
Musee Platinum Tokyo
*They gave me alot of fun, joy, care and concern...
I missed them as much as i missed you..

I'm tired of everything, why m i the one always get scolded from? No matter what i do, i will get scolded. Not from my parents but friends. Choose to give up, dont do thing also get scolded... Ask things also get scolded, what the hell is this? Why they are always not happy? Didn't show attitude also get scolded, show attitude also get scolded, i'm not born to get scolded from other can... Really hate it la

When a person become heartless, they are really heartless. No matter what you do they will never be happy... Trying hard to slavage back but yet, they still think it as nothing. keep saying my mind is made, i don't want history to repeat it again, i don't want to go tut it again. Don't you think it selfish? Knowing you're sick, care also dont want to care. Well, being a good preson is just so hard, being a heartless person does thing turn out to be better? I'm tired of everything!! Really!! Thank darling (raine) for your concern towards me. You're just so swt.... Tks for mes and call me to ask how m i today, at least someone do care for me... Well, i'll see you tml at office....

hi dearest peeps, sorry for not bloging for a long time due to my sickness and some personal problems that i'm going tut now.. Well, it've been 3 days and i'm still borthering about it... Was not feeling very well these few days, having slight fever, running nose, cough, cold... But, still went to work as today is my first day. know all the people there, quite friendly.. Wishing that at least some will care for me, ask me how m i doing today.. but, no respone again... Such as you know who.... I'm still waiting....

Went HOS on the sat night

celebrated Jerdine birthday

Happy birthday to you...

But, i was not enjoying myself....

Wtf!!!
Fucking pissed off!
Drink - Drank - Drunk !!!!

Wishing things will turn out better, no matter is now or in future... Just hope everything will go smoothly for everyone, for me... Promises is to be kept, not to be broken.. I'll keep my promises!!

*wth!!
having fever agn!!
hate it!!
going tam to get my thing done...
big present!!

*darling baby!!! Happy 1 mth birthday to you....

Taken outside HOS.....

Facial Form - Mild
Facial Form - Mild (bar soap)
*Help to clean oil, dirt and sweat without leaving it tuat or dry.
Leaves skin feeling fresh, clean, comfortable..
Clarifying Lotin 2
*Help to remove dead skin cell, hydration and gradual exfoliation.
Turnaround concentrate
*Help to speed up skin cell reborn, brighter, even-toned.
Turnarould Instant facial mask

*Its give the result of the microdermabrassion, brighter, more even-toned, smoother skin.

Derma white brightening eye cream
*Hydrating, helps lighten the look of eye area skin discolourations.
Moisture surge
*Provides intense hydration of skin, use as a make-up base.
Super city block (4o SPF)
*Helps defend against environmental aggressors.
( my daily skincare products)

*My 6 lovely key chain... (Tks baby!!)

When one loves completely, but the love is not returned, they must bestow a most painful gift. That of letting go. For if you love someone, you will do anything you can to make them happy.No matter how much it hurts.... What promises, all promises are lies... Holding onto it so hard, trying to salvage back but what i get back in return? nth!!! I tot i was a strong girl, a girl with my backbone and yuan zhe but why did it turn another way round when things happened... Where have all my backbone, yuan zhe gone to??

Ta zhen de na me wu qing ma?
Zhen de yao zhe yang ma?
Yi chi ji hui dou mei you le ma?

Things doesn't always goes the way i want!!

Holding onto a empty promises...
Leaving will be a better choice... (another world)
Always remembered!!!
Stricky Chwey Chocolate!!!