Yan Ping

hi peeps, i'm back to my blog. was busy recently that why didn't blog. well, just finished watching my drama show (speech of silence). If you do watch hong kong drama, you should try watch, its really ROMANTIC. ( Taste the bittersweet, breath the love.... Read my mind between silence and sound). its take two hands to clap, there is alot of ups and downs in our life and relationship, as long as you give it a try and don't give up easily, i believe nothing will happen. I wish all my friends who is now in a relationship all the best and everlasting. I'll work hard for my studies and i wanna be a best BC in future. All the best to my FAMILY, FRIENDS.

乌云遮蔽了天空

窗外又是阴雨时候

伞下的恋人中

不再有你我手牵手

一切过了太久

我们的十字路口

下一站是谁在等候

你我的方向盘

却向着相反的彼岸

终点还是分开

告别你我离开之后

这回忆可以保留

当初那美好的感动

你说你记住了

不为彼此难过

过各自的生活

oh baby

你答应我的我都记得

但是你却忘了你的承诺

不是说好彼此都不再联络

谁都别再犯错

是我的固执让你难过

但是分手却也无法选择

我走了以后

你要好好生活

不要想我

也别再哭了

just finish watching my drama show, it’s so romantic. Wonder why it doesn't happen on reality. I’ll be great if our love life is like this drama. Ha, day dreaming. Well, heard some news from my mummy, she’s going for a check -up this coming sat. hope everything is going fine. God bless you my dearest mummy. I love you. have been piled up with many problems in my life recently. I really hope all these can be resolved soon cause it's really tiring to worry about something when i wake up everyday. Really don’t understand why does this world look so complicated. It it humans make it complicated? Or… think I gonna starts work soon, won’t be able to blog like now. So, friends, endure then... I missed the cheesecake so much, wonder when can I get to eat it again. Is all about waiting in life, never give up and I believe we can achieve our goal. Good luck to all my friends.. we’ll work hard together alright??

Oceans apart day after day

And I slowly go insane

I hear your voice on the line

But it doesn’t stop the pain

If I see you next to never

How can we say forever

Wherever you go

Whatever you do

I will be right here waiting for you

Whatever it takes

Or how my heart breaks

I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted, all the times

That I thought would last somehow

I hear the laughter, I taste the tears

But I can’t get near you now

Oh, can’t you see it baby

You’ve got me going crazy

Wherever you go

Whatever you do

I will be right here waiting for you

Whatever it takes

Or how my heart breaks

I will be right here waiting for you

I wonder how we can survive

This romance

But in the end if I’m with you

I’ll take the chance

Oh, can’t you see it baby

You’ve got me going crazy

Wherever you go

Whatever you do

I will be right here waiting for you

Whatever it takes

Or how my heart breaks

I will be right here waiting for you........

I miss you so much
I can't get you off my mind
Every time I hear your name
It makes me go insane
I need you here with me
Right by my side holding me
I'm so sorry for what I did
I hadn't realize my love for you
But right now is when I need I need you
To be my baby, to hold me tight
Safe form harm, and from the coldness
To be my heavenly sent
For whom I'm meant
I didn't notice how strong your love was
Until I broke your heart
I wish I could turn back the hands of times
So that you would be mine
But I know you won't accept me
Because I broke your heart twice
How I wish you were mine
If only I could turn back the hands of time.

hi my dearest peeps, I've not being blogging for a long time due to my sickness and some personally problems that i going tut right now. I've being sick for the passed few days, i was having a high fever and now still suffering from cough and just today I'm having running nose. during this painful and suffering time, i still have to deal to my own personal problems such as you know who. i just wish that the people around me would just take a moment even if its take them 5 sec just to ask me how am i today. i would be really great to know that some would really care. recently, i manged to hang out with a group of new friends and i also manged to learn abit more on cars. finally, i can now say that i know the name of some beautiful powerful cars such as, EVO, INTERGAR and else. at last i got my beauty sleep due to all the medicine that make me feel so sleepy and tired and this moment i feel so refresh and recharge after all those beauty sleep, i feel as if i look younger, stronger, smarted due to a group of dear sweet friends who have been supporting me and guiding me tut this painful and lonely road of mine. so, i would like to thanks those who have being there for me.

Stayed up till now, feeling really tired. Spent alot of time writing that appeal letter. Jiajia called earlier on to confide to me, it's really heartbreaking to hear her cry as she told me her problems. Not having friends in school, she felt really upset, but all I could do is to give her my advice. Hopefully her problems will be resolved soon. Cheer up girl.

It's been long since I met up with Joce. Went to the nearest petrol kiosk to get some snacks before going back to our house area for a chat. Talked about random stuffs, from my problems to blogshops. Lol. So random. She came up to my place for awhile to look at some blogshops, seriously hope I can have loads of money to go for retail therapies. Anyways, I have never believe there's any clones in this world. But after she showed me a picture of a friend, I was SHOCKED! That girl looked totally like my cousin, just that my cousin is prettier. Tsk. Anyway, will meet up with her another day! Alright, shall stop here, knocking out pretty soon. Goodnight people!

why things doesn't goes the way i want?? it seems so irritating. damn it, i freaking hate it lah. i'm really tired of all these shit, i need a break!!!

The music of your affection
Surrounds the air I breath
The wonder of your passion
My soul will never leave.
Within my heart it glides
As we dance the dance of love
These moments with you
I could never have too many of.
Your kiss to me tonight
Soft as an angels wing
Came out through my lips
In this verse I sing.
I know your out there waiting
I hear your voice away so far
And the beauty of your words
The distance cannot mar.
Our bond it only strengthens
And as the nights go by
I feel your arms around me
As I gaze up to the sky.
The smile upon my lips
It will surely never die
As I�m waiting here for you
Until you're by my side.

woke up at 6.30 today, was so tired. wanted to slack at home till night time, but kelly called. asked me to meet her, sophia and betty at downtown. it've been a ages since we last contacted. soon after, i went to prepared and took a cab down to downtown to fetched them to summer. was so quiet at first as we've not meet up for a long time, but soon after, we seems to like have alot of things to talked about. well, knew them for 10 years, but lost contact for a few years. never expect that they called and asked me out. heard from sophia's that she's getting married soon, congrat to you dear. don't know when is our next meet up, mayb soon on sophia's birthday. looking forwards to meet them. friends forever.