Yan Ping

Ming - Me

Joann - Su Kim - Me - May Ling (take 3)

Ming - Louis - Nick - EeBen - Ah Seng - Su Kim

Joanne - Me

I think there's some misunderstanding between everyone. I can understand why he asked me not to drop any comments about Su Hui, but, i really never. I never side ruth with anything too, as a friends i can only be her listening ears. Why things get so complicated? I've always treated her as my friend until one day she refuese to talk. Imangine she's talking to someone else, why didn't i move forward as i thought that they're having talk between them. But, i never act as if i very dao. Does this make others feel that i'm dao and i'm the one who choose not to talk? Even until now, i know Su Hui feels that she got nothing to talk to me cause she feel that i'm very dao, things is not like what she think. Why things get so complicated? No one seems to understand how i feel. Being close is cause we're farted to be friends but that doesn't mean i'll side her for anything. I feel so tired of everything, is my attitude really that bad? Who ever treat me nice, of cuz i'lll treat them nice. Who will treat the person who treat them not nice so nicely? Right? After hearing what they said, i finally realised how much i meant to them. Who can accept being accuse by the one you love or your friends? They always want me to understand them but who can understand me? They don't understand until now, but still, they even think that i get myself involved with their things. I never! I'm only ruth listening ears and i never teach her what to do. I don't want to get into the picture too, but, as a friend what i can do is only to be her listening ears and to be there when she need me. Even if Su Hui and i are still friends, i'll do the same thing too. Is not because i'm close to ruth and i support her. Who can understand what friends is for? When i treat a person nice, no one think that i'm nice. When i treat a person nasty, others will think that i'm not a nice person. I feel so miserable at this moments of time, i'm in a lost, don't know what should i do.... Always get scolded by others, i feel so tired. Not even my parents bear to scold me like the way they scolded me. Things doesn't always goes the way i want, i can either live or run away from it, but how long can i run? I'm afraid that i might not be able to run anymore. I think is time i should learn to let thing go easily and try to understand them better. Lost abit doesn't matter much right? As long as i can stand and think on the positive side i believe no matter how hard i have to go tut, i can do it. Where is my never say die attitude? I feel really hurt today, the pain that i have never gone tut before. No matter what happen in future, no matter who is in the fault, i'll just take it and i promise i'll never let it affect my mood. Promise this will be the last time i cried unless someone worth my tears.........

Joanne, Su Kim, Me and May Ling

Joann. Su Kim, Me and May Ling (take 2)

Ming and Me

Joann (darling) and me

P.s: Congrat to Eric & Lynn, may the both of you ever lasting love and thanks for the invite to your Lovely wedding.....

Went to Changi Hospital with my mummy this afternoon as she have an appointment at 2.45pm . Finally the report is out, lucky nothing seriuos, but still, have to do an small operation on the 30th of Nov. Of cause without saying, i'll accompany her on that day. Don't worry mummy, nothing will happen to you, god bless you. Aman.. After having all the checked up, i was rushing back home to get ready for to night wedding at Orchard Hotel. Was so busy until i didn't have the time to look for my beautician (Joanne) for a make over. Well, but i managed to do everything myself on time. Su kim kept asking me to drink, lucky i didn't get drunk like Ee Ben. All the brothers have to carried him from carpark to the hotel room, imagine he's so heavy and needed 4 of the brothers to carry him? OMG, Ee Ben, i think is time for you to lose weight. ha... Well, drop by to wish everybody a happy long last relationship.... (rest of the picture is to be upload again.)

I don’t think you know what you mean to me

But you mean a lot

The chance of us not being friends

Is a real long shot

I hate when you’re sad

I love it when you’re happy

Because if your upsetIt makes me feel crappy

Thanks for always being there

When I needed you most

If it weren’t for you the chances of me not being here

Would have really come close

I don’t know what I would do

If you weren’t my friend

I don’t think my heart

Would ever mend

I hope you know I always have your back

Just like you’ve had mine

And it will always stay that way

Until the end of time

We’ll be friends

Hopefully without end

So I just wanna say thanks

Thanks for being my friend

* Thank darling for being there for me when ever i needed someone. Especially, when i'm down. You never fail to be my friends. I'll appreciate everythings you guys have done for me. Is not easy to become friends till the first day we met. I'll be there for you when you needed someone too. Friends forever!! ( Joanna, Ruth, Cherline )

14 Nov 09 - Sat

Went Never Land with a group of friends. So suay, reached there not even 5 mins kanna Police Check. Was being left out tgt with jerdine and suhui due to the check. The guys was being pulled out for the police check. So sianz la, cause i'm not close to them, never talk. Keep using phone, messaging to my darling. Lucky i've her around to acc with even when i din't meet her. Stayed till very late on that day, so tired. Ha... But still, i enjoyed myself there............

ME & IVY

ME & MING

ME - BABA - YANG - AH BOON
Taken at NEVER LAND - Thai disco

Team UNKNOWN R members (part of it only, still got more)

My 3 l0vely darling - Ruth, Joanne, Cherline

Well, was out today with a group of friends. Heard something from one of my darling. Really don't understand why does this world exsist people like her(others). Keep talking things behind people back, she think she's pretty? omg! yucks! look normal, not very tall, not very slim, yet think that she's pricess... I'm thinking how long can she last. Please appreciate what other have done for you, this is what i can say.

Bored! going back to school on the wednesday. It've been a long time since i last went to school. Think is about 2 months i skip class, wth.. Gotta study hard already... Quite missed my classmate and my lovely ANGELA lao shi. Well, good luck to me for my coming exam!