have anyone gone through things like how i m going through now?? have anyone being lied by a group of friends?? A(girl) called and told me that B(guy) met with an accident. But actually they're all playing mahjong at C(guy) place. I was like a fool, fool by them when they're all playing mahjong. I actually forgive them and carry on being friends. Am i being silly or i can let thing go easily. well, no one seems to understand how am i doing and going through things. I'm really tired of all the things that i'm going through. Things are not as simple as what they think. But have anyone tried to understand what i am doing? things became my fault when i didn't do anything. Why does this world looked so complicated?? why does humans look so complicated too? Do i really have to beware of making friends? I really don't know, i'm breaking down soon. I'm just so tired of everything......
I think of him and our time together
And the tears come to my eye
I never wanted to see him go
Never wanted to say goodbye
Our times was so special to me
But i guess its time to say goodbye
He wanted to spread his wing and fly
To hold him back
I guess that's wrong
I always said you only live once
And you have to do what it takes
To make yourself content and happy
Even if it means some hearts will break
So i let him go and said goodbye
And he was on his way
If i ever really was in his hearts
He'll come back one day....
