Yan Ping

25-11-09 (Wednesday)
was out with a group of friends to HOS (new thai disco). The day when i cleared my misunderstanding with Suihui. Talked so much, fianlly, everythings is over. Went Ratchada after HOS, so sianz... By the time we went there, they are about to close. Went there to help up? ha. Was out till really late on the day....

27-11-09 (Friday)
Went DBL O with the same group of friends, was very excited but ever did i expect things to turned up that way. Well, just not my day i guess, have to run in and out of the club to sloved some issue which is not my problem. But, i cant just stand aside watching my friends quarrel right? No choice, i have to be the middle woman again. Everythings was just not going my way. I thought is was a fun night, isn't it? But, why do things goes another way round. Its just so complicated.. This is the day i get to know more about ruth, i felt really sad over whah have happened to her but, as i said, i can only to be her listening ear but not to get involved in their things. I don't know what to say but everything was just not going my way......

28-11-09 (Sat)
Met team UNKNOWN R members at Kallang Leisure at 11.30pm. Was planning where to go for a race, finally they decided to go ORCHARD. Ha. its just so fun i could say. Enjoyed myself!

30-11-09 (Mon)
Went Old Tampiness Road with the same group of friends as they have an events there. Was helping up Teng Yi. Everythings was alright until the events end. Out of sudden, xiang decided to looked for ruth. Somethings have happened at that moments i guess. Well, i'm sorry that couldn't help in any ways, i'm just a middle woman. Two of them, one have to be hurt, either do i want to see Suihui or Ruth get hurt. But, things just seems so complicated. Both are my friends, what can i do? Nothing at all! What will others think about me if i side Suihui and what will other think if i side Ruth, all i can do was just standing aside. Its hurts me to see both of them get hurt but, i never think that i will lost a friend after the night. All i know was, i'm just a middle woman . I really don't wish to lost any of them as a close friend or a normal friend. Regretted going down to looked for them, if not, i wont lost a friend i guess. I really hope she can understand that is not i don't wish to side her but is i really cant. Well, don't wish to say much, nothing is going to change. Just hope everything is going smoothly for everyone.........

01-12-09 (Thu)
Went HOS to drink again. Seeing xiang look so happy, everyone feels happy too. Quite enjoyed yesterday......